To Be Stressed or Not to Be Stressed
In the past couple of weeks I have completed a few time sensitive tasks that had been hanging over my head for a while. It has been such a relief to finally accomplish those things. At the same time, it's made me realize that I've become so used to having some level of stress constantly hanging over me, that those small moments of being largely stress free made me uneasy. I was sitting there thinking, "Surely there is something in my life to be stressed about! I've just forgotten what it is!" That thought process of course made me stressed, thus bringing me back to what is currently comfortable to me. The whole thing was completely ridiculous and very annoying. I want to be able to relax. I want to be able to be comfortable not being stressed. Unfortunately, I think I'm going to have to train myself on how to do so, which will require me to maintain regularly occurring levels of little to no stress. Something...